Asia Engineer

Silent night, holy night
Silent night, lonely night...

You're gone now; What did you leave behind, and how did it change me?
As it was, as I was, you accepted me
What was I able to do for you? The things that fell into the palm of your cold hand
Were tears shed painfully, the aching of your heart, condolences for a time when you were too young
I miss you more than anyone else, I love your warmth more than anything else
I moped and wanted you so excessively; If I'd only been able to properly tell you on that day
The insufficiency of my words, the fleetingness of love, the frivolousness of emotions turned upside down by youth
You're even now in my memories because I was frozen by a winter alone

We were walking home hand-in-hand
The streets reflected in your eyes, lights lit up brilliantly
Now I walk home all alone
My pace is long and heavy, and a white, white sigh lingers

Snow will fall tonight, Merry Christmas by myself
I'm so lonely that it's as though my heart aches
Searching for your shadow, it's my first Merry Christmas
I really want to see you; I remember the warmth of your white sighs

The streets move in slow motion, the illumination reflects sepia
I went out to great the soundless world all alone; It's a holy night of miserable feelings
Using being busy as an excuse, steady time drove away the memories to somewhere far off
Now I reflected upon this lonely night, a snowy day so cold that it hurts
Seeing you crying and shaking from behind, if I would have only held you quietly back then
It would have been just enough; Nothing would have changed in the future
Passing vestiges, accumulating memories; I can't go back to those days anymore
The warmth of a person, the meaning of love, you who taught me those things are already gone

Snow will fall tonight, Merry Christmas by myself
I'm so lonely that it's as though my heart aches
Searching for your shadow, it's my first Merry Christmas
I really want to see you; I remember the warmth of your white sighs

The night sky hasn't changed since then, the cold wind just passes by
The lighting up of the illumination that colors the city, you're not wandering at my side
We warmed one anothers hands in the pocket of my down jacket
Beneath the winter sky, just you and I, we walked as we cuddled up together
Even though you accepted everything about me as I was, why was I
Unable to understand anything about you? Not realizing this, we missed one another more often
Unable to throw away my ring set in silver, it's lost its shine now
It's rusting...and it won't stop...it's not going back to how it was before

Your profile smiling so happily in the snow
It's something I won't be able to see again, something I gave up; I'll always have regrets in the future
I can't see you at night anymore, and on Christmas Eve
I want to see you...I want to see you...I search for you...and remember your warmth

Snow will fall tonight, Merry Christmas by myself
I'm so lonely that it's as though my heart aches
Searching for your shadow, it's my first Merry Christmas
I really want to see you; I remember the warmth of your white sighs

Snow will fall tonight, Merry Christmas by myself
I'm so lonely that it's as though my heart aches
Searching for your shadow, it's my first Merry Christmas
I really want to see you; I remember the warmth of your white sighs

Silent night, holy night
Silent night, lonely night...