Aobouzu

A red dragon fly is stopping in my yogurt cup
The scent of the dry evening sun
The cold wintry wind is the cold wintry wind, an ant is an ant, a cat is a cat
But even now I can't be myself

Even though I always breath in bundles of inferiority complexes, even though I eat bread
I'm blocked when I can't swallow
It's like 3 buckets aren't even enough

So many times I've been thankful that you're living in this world
Before the tears that I've saved up rot, hello, hello goodbye

"Is the hole in a donut existence, or the absence of?"
Someone was asking those beautiful words
If there is meaningful existence in the hole that I carry in me
How great would that be, I'd be saved

When I squeezed out the paints of happiness, a little bit of a chocolate color came out
When I said that it was worthless
The light seemed like it was going to disappear

So many times I've been thankful that you're living in this world
Before the tears that I've saved up rot, hello, hello goodbye

You don't need sandals; Stepping on the fallen leaves and casting a long shadow, take off running

I kicked the dirt of the hill road and the stars filled up the crack in the night in a rain that seemed to melt bone
Run until you collapse, run until you die, forever and ever and ever