Shuuchishin

My cellphone is on top of the table, it's almost midnight this year too
As I think of you
Since your final words of "If I can't be happy, come and get me"
It's already my third Christmas

I'm a cowardly Santa, I wasn't able to make you happy
Back then, something just wasn't enough; There was definitely love there
I'm a cowardly Santa, I couldn't take good care of you
I'm still a kid, and I don't have any answers
I love you, but...I love you, but...I love you, but...there are times when we can't be together
This is my third Merry Christmas

"It's better for you to be alone", you looked so grown-up on that day
And suddenly, you said
"I'm not my mother" to me with a seemingly sad look
I didn't even understand the meaning of those words

I'm a cowardly Santa, I wasn't able to make you happy
Back then, young me was having dreams; I definitely had dreams
I'm a cowardly Santa, I wasn't able to protect you
I'm still a kid, and can't find the words
I love you, but...I love you, but...I love you, but...there are times when we can't be together
This is my third Merry Christmas

What is the most important thing to me? Now I know
I love you, but there are times when we can't be together; That's what you said

I'm a cowardly Santa, I gave you sad memories
I'm a cowardly Santa with nothing but regrets; Even now I still love you
I'm a cowardly Santa, I can make you happy now
I'm still a kid, but I've grown up a little bit
I love you, I love you, I love you, and I'm still alone
This is my third Merry Christmas
I love you, I love you, I love you, and I'm still alone
This is my third Merry Christmas