Hamada Shogo

She got on board that plane, and she disappears into the night sky
The airport parking lot is a souless place
Since I stopped myself from saying "don't go"
Right about now, the two of us should have been speeding toward the heart of the city
I've lost too many things, and now
I can't even feel pain anymore
Christmas Eve all alone
The silent night seems like it will freeze me
Where should I go from here? I can't see anything anymore, beneath the sky

She plans to go live with her young sister in New York for a little while
I can't live in Tokyo by myself anymore
When I want to see her, I call her
Eat, drive, and just go to bed
I'm afraid of really loving you
Who believed in a shapeless love
Christmas Eve all alone
The silent night seems like it will freeze me
The lights of the city that we lived in together are far away

The hail that falls
Changes into snow
Everyone returns home to
The place where their loved ones are waiting for them

Even now, I grasp in the palm of my hand
The golden ring in my pocket
That I was going to try to give to her
Christmas Eve all alone
The silent night seems like it will freeze me
I can't find one thing to hold onto anymore